Indecisive

I don't know what to write anymore, so here goes nothing

I stare at the screen, thinking of something to write,
and the screen stares back, hoping that this time, I might,

I am confused and uncertain, I want to write something that rocks,
But right now I just stare at the keyboard, is this a writers block?

I am pondering, if it should be an essay, a sonnet, a poem, or a song,
then I can't decide, if I should keep it short or make it really long,

If that was not enough, these useless bunch of words need to be named,
As my motivation drops, I realize no one will read them, all the same,

But then, I write for myself, and not for fortune or riches,
though secretly I wish, to be one of those rich sons of bitches,

Who make their living, writing insanely stupid stuff,
18 till I die sells, and I am finding this tough?

oh man, i just realized that I have almost written a song,
Never mind, it's just a sonnet, cos it is fourteen lines long.